Wednesday, July 20, 2011

Seeing is Believing

Mary is losing her eyesight.  She is up in age now and slowly but surely, her sight is fading.  The other day, while visiting, when I asked her if she wanted me and my Pastor to pray with her, she said yes.  She wanted us to ask God to allow her to keep just a very small part of her sight.  She said she didn't need a whole lot, just a little bit....just enough to be able to see how to get around in her little trailer.  And suddenly, there it was again.....Grace.  It keeps popping up, doesn't it?

I think in reality, Mary may also be afraid.  She lives alone and doesn't have a 24/7 caregiver.  Her daughter and son-in-law are busy working and only can attend to her in the evenings with spare time. 

We were heart stricken deeply by Mary's humbleness.  I mean, if I'm gonna ask God for something, would I not ask for 20-20 vision?  It made me realize once again how selfish I can be in my petitions to our Father.

That night when I prayed my daily visit with the Lord, I prayed to God to allow Mary to continue seeing for the rest of her days.  I prayed for Him to comfort her and always let her know He is by her side.  Before too much longer, Mary will see like a hawk.